Wednesday 22 August 2012

WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND

Once again i am on a move....secrets reveling from me inside. am right on the outside.

my eyes are bleeding from the fear thats inside.you sealed your demise when she took what was mine.u know i gave her the world(my world),gave her all i had,n she tossed in a trash.i almost see it,the dream i alwayz dreamed it.n i end up with NOTHING.she said shez moving on now.. may be i should did the same..bt funny thing about that is, i was ready to give her my name.hope was lost,i can't let her go.may be i should kill her so we could never grow old.i never said goodbye,n i can't even ask her why.i hope shez finally gone to place where she belong..........it all ended in a way off the chain.

& now i don't wanna think about it,i don't wanna talk about it.yes i loved her.bt she fucked with my mind.n now there's no escape from the rage i feel.
endless hate n anger is what i was left with.
sudden then i woke up with a feel starting to heel my wounds within.
i dont give a damn abt her now.JUST WANNA SAY  HER THANKYOU.for the real experience she gave.she taught me how this world is filled with loosers n betrayers.m soo clear in my mind what life is.
i don tok abt her...coz it's really a waste of time..bt then u shud knw what i have been thru..n what i actually feel now....:)


(11-12) is class,prime to you lifetime.yes ofcourse this one is for you dumbo,coz i knw i have been to this hell time...n now em suffring u knw how(collgs n awl stuff)...ther's no limit to the bounderies u push...i want u to know that love does exist ...bt not like the wey we had...(respectively)
IF IT'S OVER THEN IT'S NEVER LOVE...i tok to u coz u make me feel good,happy,close,meaningful,woth....we get into a relation coz we want support or sum1 our's...to create love..to make memories..n not to cry...not to hurt...like that looser called u...
"rotlu"....is the term i think doesn't exist especially for a girl like u....i alwayz want u to be happy.:)
n i promise i'l never let smile slip frm your lip :) u a girl of sterlin qualities:):)
i wish we never screw up or mess up...coz you are worth holding on to moi dumbo:)


they said em a guy full of attitude n quite secretive....bt i see how easily these terms fade away in front of you..i never end up this close this sudden with people..bt u made me fall...
u see this is my first attempt on writing...n em quite enjoying writing for u....
u knw how shy i am n i would have never put all this it in front of u....so here i go finding easy way to let u knw.
i personally think that fellow is not only a trash bt a threat..i knw him at best(apllied for a certain level).
karan he n prakalp fell in the same category.
bt then at the end of the day it's your life....think twice n do what u feel is right...
galti karke he akal aati hai...next time aap vo galti nae krte ho bt first time wala time kabi vaps b nae aata...


therz a lot more i wanna say bt boht boht jyada funda ho jayega....paka diya na:P
if at all i hurted u in any way in this blog or some how...em sry... :D :)